#oh DEAN#mary winchester#winchester family dynamics#using your words#wow this is wild because it’s like we’re witnessing the real-life application of#the story became the story#and we all know that#the story was wrong#john’s journal#which has over time really become Dean’s journal if we’re being honest here#and it’s likely not giving an entirely accurate picture#but also look at mary and dean both because dean’s upset that it seems like mary’s only trying to reconnect with the parts of her past#that don’t include him and wow just rip the barely-healed scab off that fresh abandonment wound again already why don’t you#but imagine coming back to a place where everyone and everything you ever knew is either dead or gone or changed beyond all recognition#i get that mary’s seeking out ANY sort of connection to her past that can help ground her and give her some sense that the world#she recognized might still exist even just a little bit and here’s her last hope for reconnecting with someone who might remember her#as she actually was and BOOM it’s only to find out that he’s died#and isn’t it interesting that this funeral seems to be taking place in CANADA?#we’re not even in america anymore… @yourfavoritedirector, your tags are so perfect for this scene….