remember when last season we all were so excited after demon!dean expressed his anger and resentment about being a hunter since he was a child and having to be sam’s caretaker as a child and an adult. (”dad? oh, there’s a prize. there’s a man who brainwashed us into wasting our lives fighting his losing battles!”, “maybe i was just … tired of babysitting you”). and then they just???? never mentioned it explicitly ever again